A Blast From The Past VII: KöKis

Sequel to: Udo

In 1997 Udo and I joined a gay youth group in Stuttgart called "KöKis". We met many nice friends. On the first meeting we've attended, I saw a very handsome guy sitting far away from me. He had bright eyes and an adoreable smile. I peeked at him every now and then, he was so cute. Suddenly he sat next to me and we talked, he was so nice and we had a great talk. This was the moment when I got over Christian who already dated "my sister".

Shy as I was I never told him that I had feelings for him. Udo and his boyfriend, that guy and I met often and together we painted the town red. After Udo and his boyfriendf broke up, that guy and I went together to the clubs allone, to amusement parks; we spent every weekend together, often Udo joined us. We talked a lot and we perfectly got along--and we still do.

I was way too shy to fess up. And that's always happening to me. After many months where I was hoping that by accident we get together, I got over him and he became a valuable friend.

To be continued ...